10.22.2009

You'll Never Know.

Thrice in the last two days have I been approached by a man in a car, as I'm walking down the street in jeans, sneakers, t-shirt, hoodie, saying "Can I get your number?".

Men whom I've never met calling me "Baby" and "Mami" as if those were the only roles I played, but most certainly not to them.

Why?

What misguides these men to think they'll win my heart whilst courting me through a car window?

Do they even want my heart?

No. Nor do I want theirs.


Judging by the way I hear some men I encounter talk about women, who would want a woman?
Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches.

Who would want to be a woman? Whores. Skanks. Sluts. Bitches. Meat.


Always wanting your money.

Always wanting your package.

Open 24/7 like a convenience store if, in return, you'll guarantee us some conveniences.




"Save your breath, Sir, You may need it; I most certainly don't."

When you expell that breath to shout for me, you rob my of my own, for all I become is an inanimate object with a "tight ass" and a "great rack".


Clothes are "tight" and "racks" hold clothes.

Can my clothes be bought off of this rack?

Not for retail price, and most certainly at no discount.
Unless of course, I'm damaged goods, then by all means, I'm yours.


Was it a tight squeeze into my jeans?

You'll most certainly never know.

7.28.2009

My Darling Abigail

Our Earth Mother is...

Love because
Even
If the
Grass
Has
Another
Nine lives or
Never ending lover, its cycle of life

Means that my life changes too and our Mother

Knows how to give me
Everything I
Really
Need to see the beauty in it all




<3 I love her.
Thank you.

7.02.2009

A Poem for Sarah <3 Graduation.

If I could express how you make me proud
There would be absolutely nothing in this world.
That could stop me from rejoicing however loud
In my love and adoration for this girl

Our friendship began eight years ago
We didn't realize how beautiful it would be
Sitting in homeroom miserable at Sligo
Notes passed as far as the eye can see

After wars with neighbors in our clubhouse van
And Photomania shots in Wheaton mall
Laying on decks trying to get a tan
Finally within higher walls

Freshman Year at Northwood High
With radio, class, boyfriends and sports
to the day of silence where we sat and cried
And when I earned the name Scotty for forgetting my shorts

Then time passed, as did some friends
And through the school system we were split apart
Though we've learned that sometimes great things end
We've learned from endings come fresh starts

For all those times with Jon we look back ask why?
For all the times things seemed Forever Blue
I know if he were here now there'd be tears in his eyes
He'd be so proud of you.

In the last couple of years you've watched your friends grow
And been there every step of the way with love and concern
And you've waved us off to wherever we go
And today, my dear Sarah, it is your turn.

As we stand here to honor you- your perserverance, your achievement, your resilience, your character, your beauty, your mind and the opportunities that await you. I can honestly say I am the proudest person on the planet and I can't wait to be a part of the next chapter of your life. Congratulations babe- you did it! It's all you. <3

7.01.2009

I'm floating on Cloud Nine, needless to say, though things have been going like a roller-coaster lately.
Last week I got my tonsilectomy/ adenoidectomy which, needless to say was thrilling. I'm recooperating and I'm on a lot of medication.

6.08.2009

Who's The Girl Wearing My Dress?

I just had a talk with Ryan. I know what I want to do, but postsecret must know first.

Edit: 7.1.09

I WANT TO BE A SUPERHERO.

6.01.2009

Such A Silly Game We Play

It's been a very long month, and Poof!
Now it's June 1st. When did THAT happen? crazy shit.
I'm listening to a song called "Love" by Matt White. it's cute.
I got a phone call last night around 11:40 and I got a performance of this song.
It made me smile so wide. Oh, Toaster. So silly. I am rambling.
I haven't posted in a while. A lot of boy drama, but I asked for it- literally.
So, yeah. good stuff. :-p

Oh, so I saw Coldplay. They were INCREDIBLE!!!!!!! I had a blast and I loved the show and they sounded fantabulous and AHH! So that's that. My bro turned 21 and I have a permit. So I'm now basically designated driving to my 60 hour mark. exciting! Let's see what creative far-away places at which he can be drunk!

Goodbye May, hello Summer!

4.20.2009

Okay, so just to clarify, I'm tired of everyone bashing Chris Cornell's new album because he is being compared to his career as a frontman. He is solo now. He is an individual artist, not a part of a band. He is experimenting with a different Genre of music on his own and I believe it is unfair to compare apples and oranges: *his career as a frontman of various grunge bands* and his career now as a solo artist.

So everyone fuck off... =)