It's been an antsy time. haha that was an awful way to start a passage.
Exams are over. In an accident this weekend. Very scary experience. A very strange experience.
Shock does some weird shit to you. I've been crying or having panic attacks every night since it happened; Saturday Night. Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. Let's hope tomorrow's better. i start school again. I don't know my schedule and I haven't finished the assigned book. I'm exhausted but up thinking. I'm anxious and most of the changes that go through my head are unpleasant. I should probably seek professional help; I plan on it against my own pride and probable stupidity. Maybe things will get better? God knows Ryan's the best thing to happen to me. this is lame. Whatever. it's true.
Jem's CD "finally woken" is SO GOOD.
I bought it used and it's just like new.... except used. and cheaper.
it has character.
Goodnight.
Disappearing Act
2 weeks ago
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