2.22.2009

Now You've Gone And Done It, Hope You're Happy In The County Penetentiary

Ugh, so fucking irritating.
I can't stand when people lash out. And you know, you can only forgive someone so many times before you just don't have it in you. I'm wondering what point that is and what number I'm at.
Might as well be a step-counter clipped to my hip.

I can't handle it anymore. I wish I could be more direct at expressing my emotions. Or more-so better at coping. And the whole OCD ain't helping either. I can't stop thinking about these things. GAH. I don't even know how to feel anymore. I'm so completely torn up and trying to find the best side of a situation but I repeatedly find myself completely bitter, restless and frustrated. >.<

you too?

1 comment:

LABrown90 said...

"you too?"
Goddamn right.
I have a problem with vocalizing my emotions... that's exactly why I have a blog now. It helps me cope. I hope posting this helped you, love! =)