Maybe I'm A Lonely Girl Who's In The Middle Of Something That She Doesn't Really Understand

ughhhh I'm in a rut.
Bored, Tired, Lonely, Fat and Broke.
Not a grand combo.
I'm looking for a job, but to no avail so far.
I'm waiting for warm weather to help a little.
I'm hoping the doctor can help me out too.
These tonsils are driving me crazy.
I'm just itching to get out.

It's strange really. The weight, inactivity and loneliness bother me most. I feel very bor[ed/ing] and undesirable and just.... I don't know. Like a slug. It's not relaxing. it's infuriating. I'm itching to get out. let me outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt