I Know What I Am, They Know What They Are, So Let Me Be

So, I've been keeping a body journal for the last week. I've been keeping track of what I eat and such, so I can figure out what my patterns are and how to change them. I'll figure it out. My goal for weight loss is massive because I feel healthier with less weight to carry around, and more comfortable in my skin at a smaller size. I'll do it in 5 lb increments, but my ultimate goals are 50lbs (my comfortable weight) and 75lbs (my super-awesome weight), but 50 I think will suffice.
Still a lot, either way. Can't expect it all too fast. Hoping for 20 or so by Summer. that's a good 5 or 6 months. I think I can do that (if not better), depending on the changes I make. Not only do I feel better in a smaller size, but It's easier to get in shape with less weight to carry around all the time. Exercise is easier without so much bodily resistance (not explaining it well, but you get what I mean). I hope to start my diet tomorrow. I'm going to determine what my patterns are today and what sort of changes I wanna make to them.

Wish me luck!

Meanwhile, iit's been my break from school. My grades are good! 3 As and 2 Bs this semester! 3.7! Whooooo! I don't go back for Spring until the 25th! Hell yeah. I'm glad for that. I still haven't been resting as much as I need to, but I'll work on it. I've been hanging with my friends a little more, so yay!

Nap time..... zzzzzzZZZZZzzzzzz