You Can Climb A Ladder Up To The Sun

I'm listening to X&Y by Coldplay. I forgot how much I love this album- even Fix You.
I'm finally able to listen to it without tears, but it's not easy sometimes. This year will be #5.

I've been trying to cut back the things in my life. I've been getting rid of clothes, and things and trash and just..stuff. I have so much STUFF. What the hell? Fuck that.
I need my books, my music, my phone, a pair of jeans, sneakers, a tee and a hoodie. I'm set.

Fuck moving in with people, I just wanna get outtt.
Even though I'm in no rush in some aspects, I want out of here. I'm so restless. GAHHHHHHHHh
I wish I could do something epic overnight to change myself into a different person who is reckless and crazy and HAPPY.